Since I officially dumped the idea of a god, I haven't seen my parents. I went home this christmas,it was a wonderful holiday for me,little did I know my mum was hurting deep down inside!
She called me today being the 1st of January 2014 and started telling me how she asked Yahweh to give her a son after she had four girls(who are all married) which He did according to her. She told me how she has barely slept most nights in the pasy year because of my atheism. Also said it might lead her to her early grave if I continue living without god.
My dilemma is I can't pretend about god and the bible,yet I don't want my mum to die or have sleepless nights! When people read the bible the smile on face shows I don't believe any of it, when I try to pray I feel like I'm mad talking to myself or like a kid talking to Barney and friends!
How do I undo what has been done! How do I unknow what I know about god and religion? How do I ignore the inconsistencies?
I love my mum so much and will gladly become a sheeple for her to be happy
Samson Kinky thursday 23 october 2015 Naomi ! no one except God/christ jesus thru the holy spirit can do the calling. your parents or anyone can talk to u about religion but not to decide 4 u. tell mum kindly to take it easy on u
